What should i write , what should i write ????!!!
ya ok ,for the first time in my life i Realized that i'm a very strong girl , not physically of course *shewishes*
im strong cuz i prevented myself from him , i didn't thought i could ...
being apart from him and not listening to his voice when ever i want is just aahhhh , a total heartbreaking
missing him every second of the minute of the hour of the day ...
What ever , cant fight for a person who doesn't want me in his life any more , it really upsets me
But nothing in my hand i can do i didn't do , so its up to him now ...
what really kills me inside is that the way he said '' EVERY THING I DO WOULD MAKE YOU LOVE ME MORE ''
like what's that suppose to mean
but yet maybe its for the best , i dunno
still not used to this situation , the pain wont go way ...
cant sleep at night , cant stop thinking ..
over all inshaAllah i'll be better soon =]
Ammmm ....
collage / excellent
health / good
heart / weak